English

Rewriting Poetry

• Arjun Dahal
• 22 Oct, Monday, 2018 | 07:36:00 Published

Again sometimes I get fancy,

by the word feelings,

and poetry is probably written with feelings.

and I don't know how to show it.

not a day, week or month, for almost six months,

I suffered for her,

for the things done by her friends.

There was once a haiku,

I shared on facebook,

and on slightly editing it,

I think I can say,

Her friends standing in line for her,

might have compared her to the dawn,

but I waited the whole time to watch it,

through the days of illusion,

virtual reality, insomnia, depression,

loneliness, fear, emptiness,

and the miseries even I can't explain,

and I don't know,

if she- the silly girl too is well aware of this or not,

and since I don't know if she is really intrested or not,

I don't want to overflow with feelings,

and if she says she is intrested,

then I can promise her,

lot of research in physics and mathematics,

or anything of her interest,

a mathematical equation and constant,

that I always have dreamed,

bearing her name,

and if she still is ready,

then I can make her happy or to smile,

by uncountable crazy or stupid activities.

I don't like talking about fake feelings,

and if she is ready,

then I can promise that,

I can supress my tears,

to make sure that she won't have to shed any of it.